看来我要转行了。。。

心好累，好累。。。
看到人世间丑恶的画面。。

还以为在学院上班，
见到的不就是学生，
人也比较年轻，
遇到的也该是很单纯的。
问题也不会很复杂吧！！

我错了，真的错了。。。

就在那么短短的几个星期内，
怎么这么多事情发生，
我总共遇到了3单forged MC
还是费了很多力气才把真相很丑陋的揭晓。。。

有的扮无辜，戏剧化到。。。扮晕倒！！！
爸爸说要告上律师馆啦，要上报等等。。。
真实揭晓了，爸爸也流泪了。。。
那又何必呢？？

有的扮无知，戏剧化到。。。找假医生来做证！！！
真实揭晓了，自己都流泪了。。。
那又何苦呢？？

最终，我们要的不是你们的伤悲，
我们要的不是你们的泪水，
我们要得只是你们的忏悔和改过，
淡然的面对错误， 承受你做的过错，
负起你应得的责任，
淡然面对自己。。。。。

Forgive, Learn and Move On

Lots people used to say, life is full of choices

U may think it in a positive way and u may think it in a negative way

Negative way is to keep complaining that why u have been given so much choices which makes ur life misserable.

Positive way is to be grateful that u have been given choices in ur life that u can choose.

Irregardless u choose the right or the wrong one, but definately u have thought about it before u make ur choice, so stick with it and believe with what u have chosen.

Sometimes, u will find out that it was the wrong choice.

Accept the fact that u have made the mistake, made the wrong choice.

Forgive yourself, learn from it and MOVE ON.

Lots people can't just move on because they can't forgive themselves for the mistakes they have done to themselves or others.

If you can't move on, ask yourself, have you forgive yourself for the mistakes you have done??

How may years you have sufferred for this and how many more years you plan to keep yourself suffering???

Is time to let go........

Is time to forgive yourself.....

Is time to learn from the mistakes....

Is time to MOVE ON.......

Make It With You by Olivia Ong

Hey, have you ever tried
really reaching out for the other side?
I'm maybe climbing on rainbows
but baby here goes

Dreams, they're for those who sleep
life is for us to keep

and if you're wondering what this song is leading to
I want to make it with you
I really think that we could make it boy

No! you don't know me well
and every little thing only time will tell
if you believe the things that I do
and we'll see it through

Life can be short or long
love can be right or wrong
and if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'd like to make it with you
I really think that we could make it boy

Baby you know that
Dreams they're for those who sleep
life it's for us to keep

and if i chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'd like to make it with you
I really think that we could make it boy

感言：
很少看综艺节目的我
第一次在星光PK听见她的歌声
wow, 好喜欢她的歌声
就这样，olivia ong 进入了我的生活
她翻唱了旧歌，最喜欢这一首
很喜欢歌词，特别是这一句
“Life can be short or long
love can be right or wrong
and if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'd like to make it with you”

里头所说的，的确很对
生命因无长而珍贵
爱情没绝对
而是选择

生命与爱情，因为不完美而美丽
因为难得而珍贵，就要更珍惜
也该说，人生因此不完美而完美吧！

最近也在报章看了一篇，忘了里头的整个内容
所记得是，大概是说
一个45岁的女人，最希望找一个可以在晚年陪她谈天的伴侣
看来，爱情不一定要轰轰烈烈
找个能分享心得，分担喜怒哀乐
接受彼此的不完美
好在晚年，有人陪喝茶，谈天。。。

Live Like We're Dying by Lenka

One of these days
you’ll be under the covers
you’ll be under the table
and you’ll realize

all of your days are numbered
all of them one to one hundred
All of them millions
All of them trillions

So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more
No no

Take every moment
you know that you own them
It’s all you can do
use what’s been given to you

Give me a reason to fight the feeling
that there’s nothing here for me.

Cause none of its easy
I know it wasn’t meant to be
I know it’s all up to me
I know it’s all up to me
So what am I gonna do with my time? oh

I'll take every moment
I know that I own them
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying.
It’s all you can do
use what’s been given to you

All of the moments you didn’t notice
gone in the blink of an eye.

And all of the feelings you can help feeling
no matter how you try
Oh oh

Take every moment
you know that you own them
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying
It’s all you can do
use what’s been given to you

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying
It’s all up to you
use what’s been given to you

人间

风雨过後不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜 不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了 最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛 只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪 都让人感动
但愿你以後每一个梦 不会一场空

天上人间 如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你 才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大 世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄 但愿你听得懂

风雨过後不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜 不代表你懵懂

不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了 最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛 只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪 都让人感动
但愿你以後每一个梦 不会一场空

天上人间 如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你 才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大 世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄 但愿你听得懂

天上人间 如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你 才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大 世界比你想像中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄 但愿你听得懂
但愿你会懂
该何去何从

想想。。。

回想从前，一动笔，灵感就来了
有人说，
一个著名的作者，其实是一个悲伤的人
一个有名的作曲者，也是一个伤感的人

也许吧？可能我比以前开心了吧
不，应该说，我不在像以前那么执著，那么的彷徨吧！

起码，我有了人生第一，也可能是唯一的一个目标。

The Mind

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character;

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

When u look back, it all comes from the mind. Get your mind back to the right view and it is never too late for the real happiness and peacefulness.